I have big dreams, crazy dreams.
I had big dreams, crazy dreams.
Sometimes i wish i could loosen up a little bit, just do what i want to without without thinking of the consequences. Who knows what great things might happen? I wish...

Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you and your dreams

Like all the other starting of the holidays, i hoped that i can pace myself to finish my homework in time and not rush it all in the last 3 days. I hope this time would be different.

Night at the museum 2 in my opinion is a dissappointment.


There are so much i want to share but i am not too sure if i want to share it with you.

THINGS NEVER TURN OUT THE WAY WE THINK THEY WILL.

Last thursday, it was my turn for pledge duty and i was rather confident that it would turn out well like it did on wednesday, when there were no surprises. When the music started and everyone gathered, Mrs Mathews came hurriedly, shocked at the assemble as there wasnt suppose to have assembly today. However, everyoone was ready so we went ahead with it. The first problem came when the national anthem wasnt played and i was scared to death that i would have to sing in front of the whole school, alone. Luckily, it came in time and i was safe from the embarrassment. Then during the hymm, Mrs Mathews came and asked if i could lead the pray, obviously i agreed. She told my to read the morning prayer and i have no idea why when i started talking into the microphone, i read the prayer below the prayer she asked my to read. I only came to realise it after i have read two lines, which was too late stop, so i carried on, but i was somewhat thrown off the stage and i could not pronounce the word 'open'. Read it as 'upon' and tried to reread it but in vain. That was one evnt that i'm not going to forget.

This morning, brilliant me lock my key in my locker (my lock is not those combination type you see). So i quickly rushed up to class after recess to start my mission in trying to safe the key from the locker. So i sat there, trying to persuade the locker to give way by giving it a dozen little nudges, though i looked stupid, i worked! SHIP saved the day!(before she almost ruined it)

I like Kara Dioguardi :)
She is talented, classy and has a great heart. Not forgetting, very brave:D
I like No Boundaries by the way:) Cant decide which version i like better though.



I like David Cook's eyes:)

This has been a really busy week. However, thinking back now, it seem like every week is just as busy, only in different ways.

We got our results for midyears. Overall, i did between average bad.
Subjects that i did up to my standard:
English
Subjects that i did better than expected:
E math, AEP, Chemistry
All the others are just simply bad.
I just gotta do better.

But i didnt have much time to feel sad about it, spent all the other time under the hot sun and just not sleeping well.
Inter-class games was rather successful, Feasta was undoubtfully fun and convent girls are one of a kind.
After cleanup for feasta, i looked at myself in the mirror and got a shocked of my life, not for the good reasons though. My eyes were deeply sunken in, a result from the lack of sleep. There were absolutely no life in the eyes. everywhere that is not hidden by cloth was reddish-brown in colour. A slight movement in any of the facial parts cause a hell lot of pain.

By the way, i think i have some talent in taking photos:)

Kristy Are You Going OK? The offspring
Love Sex and Magic Ciara ft JT
If You Seek Amy Britney Spears
We Made You Eminem
It's Alright It's Okay Ashley Tisdale

I am really in deep trouble now. A message came when i was just thinking hard of what i should do since im so free. I forgot something really importtant and that is so irresponsible of me. I really dunno who/where is it...SHIT!

First day back in school after exam and it apparently didnt start out well:(
Rained heavily the moment i stepped out of the underground tunnel so i took my time through the sheltered path. I took out my umbrella last night cause my bag was getting too heavy. Its bad for my back. But by the time i get to the part where there aint any shelter, heavy ain became a drizzle almost immediately.
So i guess my day would not start out well but would get better.

Started school with a meeting with Ms Cruz, informing us we have to go for a programme especially for the sec 3 leaders. Then got to know that we have to somehow get ready the inter-class games by monday. Inter-class games will be on thursday. Realised yesterday that ij feast is just about in a week time and the game that my class is in-charged of is not doing much progress. No one in particular feels any tinch of anxiousness except the same old people you expect.

Retreat was kind of boring, mainly because, pointed out my friend, i cannot related myself to the topic most of the time. But i did felt strongly about some issues touched and after all, i did learnt something from it. Sometimes, by sharing prblems can really help ease your burden. Then a questioned came, he asked ' How confident are you?' My answered silently to myself, "Confident enough to trust"... "maybe"


But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...

I dont like my blogskin so i have not been coming to my blog faithfully to post. I dont know how to change my blogskin, the last time i tried, my blog was as clean as a white sheet of paper:(

mid-years is over. my mum asked me if she was going to see any red markings (fail) ,(CA1 i failed a math and chem), so i said most probably not, which was the truth but i didnt tell her she was not going to see much As as well. Oh well..

The end of something is the start of another thing. IJ Feasta is in 9 days peeps! A reminder to all those who is involve in planning or organinsing some way or annother. There is not much time left!!!

The feeling of not being wanted and left out is really horrible so please be a little more sensitive about the eople around you. And to those people who ever felt this way, try to think about all the funthat you will have alone. Alone time is always good for you psychological health!(provided you dont think about how sad you are)

I think that i will be feeling sad for the next few months (today is a foreshadow of what is going to happen in the future), so hopefully, i can get as much happiness as possible now and try to mentally prepare for what is coming up next. (but it never works. It still hit you to the fullest)

If only i can find the answer, to take it all away

Mad world by Adam Lambert is HOT! love it!
Know your enemy by Green day BEAT!
Dont trust me by 30h!3 CATCHY!
Cyclone by Baby Bash ft T-pain ROCK IT!
Love game by Lady Gaga
You're not sorry by Taylor Swift