I am damn piss off now. I always knew that computer is the lousiest and most not trustworthy tool in the whole wide world and what happened today just proved point valid once more.

The research study that people who went to Brisbane have to do, which i had done, 10 pages long, and completed had vanished within thin air. I closed the document, satisfied and pluck out my thumb drive. the next time i tried to open and admire my wonderful masterpiece, i find that it just cant open. The computer could not locate the file and recovering the file could not work. Tried opening it with other computer and programs in vain. What was left from the months of hard work is just the title of the research, criminal profiling and a blank document. 0KB.

I dont even know who to blame. The stupid computer or my carelessness. I cant remember. I cant remember if i saved the very latest edition. If i didnt and tried to close the file, the computer will ask if i want to save it right? Even if it didnt pop out and i didnt save, at least i would still have my previously saved copy right? I dont have it and it doent make any sense at all. It wouldnt be as bad as now if i had the previously saved file. As least, i would have something, something close to complete to work on. But now, i had nothing to work on/with. Not even the slightest interest to start all over again.

Cant help but think that i am no different from the document. A name with nothing to its name.

On top of that, the computer could not shut down. I has been loading God knows what for about an hour since i tried shutting it down. It is giving me unwelcome hope, that maybe when its done, my document would come back. If is doesnt come back to me, its going to hurt even more.

Putting that aside, how am i suppose to tell Mrs Fam about it? It is due tomorrow. If a student comes and tell me that she cannot hand in her one year project on the due date itself, i know i wont believe her. And i dont want her to deduct marks from me for late work just because of this stupid incident. what other choices do i have?

Never stopped crying since then and its certainly not doing well for my already swollen eyes.
i am really sad now.Really.

Today is the third day that I'm missing school this week. Was absent on monday and tuesday as i was down with fever, headache, cough, sore throat and a bit of flu. Stayed home today because of swollen eyes. Was itchy last night and is swollen this morning.Made my mum and grandmother laughed:(

Still waiting for the doctor's eye drops to start doing its work.

Missed _______.
Fun math lessons, fun training, interesting english lessons :(
Stressful AEP, SS test, long lit lessons :D

Plucking open my eye lids to complete my supposed one year Brisbane project.

Jump FloRida ft Nelly Furtado
Funhouse Pink

Was sort of panicky on Monday because it is late!
I also did something that i had not done before, ever since i started school life. I sneaked a candy into my mouth just before Geog teacher comes in. Then Chiang Rai teachers in-charge came to look for those people going, one of them commented that we all looked really scared and uptight while the other concluded that we must have done something wrong to look so guilty and scared when a teacher looks for you. Right On! Oops.
I dont think I will do it again because the thrill of eating in class without a teacher noticing is too much for me to handle.

Spent the whole time trying to figure out what drills we would be doing and failed miserably yet again. Surprisingly, I dont consider it torturous, I was kind of feeling indifferent and realised that was even worse. Still suffering from the after effect of the monkey drill, though I only managed to do about 8 maybe? Currently deciding whether i should just run next training and dont even try or tape up my hand and wear dish washing gloves before doing the drill...? Will look hilarious.LOL.

All dignity is lost today during the campaigining for EXCO. Dont even know what i was doing when standing up there. My answers were screwed, no creativity. Probably one of the forgettable ones:( Oh wells.. I should stay under radar in class. I seem to make the class laugh at whatever dumb things i do: everyone was just trying to ignore the fact that the screen is not pulled down and we need it for the visualizer. So I went. No matter what I did, gentle, hard, slow, fast, I just couldnt make it stay there. LAUGHTERS! The pro person finally stood to help me after my pleading look and she did it in one try. ANOTHER BURST OF LAUGHTER!

Math teacher is my favourite teacher for this year. He is really funny and cute. Spent 4 hours during AEP drawing one and a half rough, small sketch. Partly because my brains were fried right from the start when she started telling us the truth, and that the table of people is just plain crazy! heh.

Went to a youth dialogue session organised by RI and onepeople.sg. I feel that it was really useful, thought-proviking and surprising. One thing learnt. Start criticizing when you feel like falling asleep.

Check the gallery of posters outside the general office themed, Ribbons of Diversity.
Cant post a picture:(

This used to be a funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down down down
I'm gonna burn it down

I never liked clowns. I think they are fake and ugly and scary. Just no human feelings, especially those that smiles.

I am really looking forward to tml guys!:D

I hate people who break agreements. I would rather you tell me straight in the face that you didnt want to take part as you are not interested than saying that you can make it then withdraw last minute with some stupid reasons. As if i am dumb enough to believe that.

I was just thinking anout playing against yall this saturday when I remembered our team's name, HAPPY PEOPLE.


It feel weird to use 'our' without yall:)
Something new i guess.
This Sat is going to be a lot of fun!

Blogger is taking longer longer to load and it is so irritating!
Anyway, aftermath of pulling a prank on Ms Soh, everyone else in the school started wishing her 'happy birthday;. Even teachers! LOL.

AEP is really getting more and more irritating. And she just have to ask me(and others) to do it when no one volunteered. I dont know wwhether to feel ''lucky or unlucky, lucky that i was included and unlucky as i have more work to do now.''

Went to watch Obsessed today. It was so cold in the theater that i was shiver and my dear pinkie went numb despite me wearing a wool jacket. Not a fantastic movie. Entertainment was there but not sure what is the symbolic message that the script writers were trying to convey. Beyonce can act pretty well!Then went over to downtown eaast D'marqee for an eye opener. I always see people in newspaper dressing up as Animation characters but today was the fisrt time i have seen them in life.

I really wonder how they can stay in those costume when the air-condition was not working and the sun outside was bright!

I need to increase the speed of my typing and less error when i try to type fast(er).

ARE YOU GUILTY OF BEING A MASK OF INDUVIDUALITY?

Yesterday.
It only takes one girl singing 'Girlfriend' by Avril to lift all the heads from the books in the library.

Today.
It only takes Shi Pei on the laptop using a word document to create a universal laughing sensation.

It only takes 3/3 singing 'Happy birthday' to freak out a teacher.

Lessons today was

I don't like it when people mumbles as it is very easy to miss out something important.
And i mumbled today>:(

Advantage of using the PA system.
It is not as nerves wrecking talking to the wall compared to the a whole school.
Standing posture is not a problem.

Disadvantage of using the PA system.
People cant hear you CLEARLY, and it does not help when you have have flu and sounds funny over the system.
Having Aunty Fam looking right at you the whole time you are speaking.
Unable to show the crowd your confidence stance, especially when your voice is not working out too well.

Obsessed by MC
Sweet dreams by Beyonce
In the End by Linkin Park

School was a surprise.
I am down with a flu. Hopefully not the flu.
AEP is finally showing its demon ears.
CCA is suspended.
Speech is going to be fun.

Just not in the mood of anything:(