From the number of days you never see me post, you can infer how life is damn sian for me everyday.. It had been wake up, eat, watch tv/play com, eat, sleep.
that day i went to buy newspaper and bread after lunch and saw this old uncle buying the same stuff as me, proves that my life nowadays is as boring as the uncle.
haven been watching GG as the com is just not loading.

training yesterday was ok..just that probably i wore the wrong bra and ate too much before training, i was feeeling nauseousthe whole of the beggingng part, affecting Wendi and Pet who was partnering me at that time.Really sorry! And i really suck at playing scissors-paper-stone. Everytime lost one. Also, all the teams are in a tie now with 34 points each. The showdown is this friday! We FINALY got our netball photos today.

last day of school.

lots of suff happening.

got report book back, showed the class a video of our two years together, 'spring' cleaning(found lots of stuff), bid farewell to 2/1 with lots of crying started by mrs tan and bye bye to mrs tan as our form teacher by dedicating the first song we sang as a class(the barney song) at sec one orientation and made it the last song we sang together as a class today.

we did quite a huge dedication by going down to the courtyard and singing to mrs tan on level 2, making all the other teachers jealous of mrs tan, even mrs wong. HAH!then, we also sealed her 'pigeon hole' with a note that says 'MRS TAN IS LOVED BY 2/1' and flooded it with the hearts of every 2/1 girl and ended with a 'great big hug and i kiss from me to you'.

training was ok. results for the EOY was great.

NEVER LET ANYONE TELL YOU THAT YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH

does that mean you do not let what others say about you affect the things you do OR
do everything so perfectly that they have no reasons to say you are not good enough

day 2 was great for me.

did good for science, did badly for geog(as expected) and did great for history and SOVA (not expected) all in all, i am satisfied with my EOY results except for geog.i really hate it for spoiling my whole mood.geog is suppose to be a subject that i do well i did well and get an A.if this time round i get A for geog, my result slip will look damn nice.but no....
plus training wasnt bad, caoch was in a good mood and being very considerate that she gave us 2 weeks to train before she start timing runs. god was great too, he grant us a beautiful weather for training. truthfully, this was my first time counting down to the start of training.
another thing worth celebrating is that i beat her for EOY!!!but not sure if it will still be it if we add our SA1 but wtv, felt a great sense of achievement.
2/1 i a class of freaks.tell me who gets 92/100 for science?tell me who gets 72/80 for geog?tell me who gets 93.5/100 for home ec?also not mentioning all the other 90s for the other subjects.
BUT I LOVE THE CLASS!!!:D

linkin park~leave it all out

day one results was GOOD!:D

english was surprisingly good.i had never expected myself to achive such results.it was really pleasing.essay was really good.i read through my story once and almost could not believe that it was me who wrote that.Really!
math was ok,..just that felt so stupid that i got the reason for the angles wrong, suppose to be AAA and i wrote SSS.i dont even know what is SSS myself.then also felt cheated.it was a MEAN question.(get it?) 2.5 marks got cheated there.mrs wong's explanation sounds correct but i dont remember her teaching us that way and i had always been doing what i had done, which apparently was 'wrong'.
chinse was alright too,as expected.i am really glad that i improved on my cuo bie zi and only minus 3 marks in totally for both compo when i minus 9 marks the previous exam.
literarure was ok, my normal standard.no surprises. i guess i could never feel the joy of doing good for the subject in his life time.
this is not the end.i think day 2 will be horrible for me.my overall for this exam depends very much on tomorrow's result. tomorrow, we will be getting back our history, geography, science and SOVA.

geography is going to be the subjects that pulls my overall marks down.i knew it after the paper.i didnt finish the paper and those questions that i did were crap.even though i am mentally prepared, i know that it would hit me hard tomorrow.
history is the paper of uncertainties.after mrs mara left, i failed history souce-based and dont do as well for structured.i always thought that i would not do well for this paper after all the failed attempts to improve my source-based but this time round, i am confident that at least i will not fail and maybe, i would surprise me.also, there were much pressure on this paper as i know that geography results will be devestating so i need history to pull up my average and at least help by not giving me another devastating result.
SOVA is the paper which i am most comcern about.it is also the first paper in an examination that made me feel that ' it is just so hard to get 20 marks out of 40, i may fail this.' i have done relatively well for the others components for AEP and really dont want this paper to steal the A1 away right under my nose.

another bad thing about tomorrow is training. dont wish to comment anything about this other than fear.

watch house bunny yesterday with YL and Jul.the front part was really..urg!

EOY is over.BUT its is also the start of everything.

start of traning, start of all the post exam activities, start of brisbane project, start of council activities( CAMP!), start of making decisions.

review on exams,
eng - not too bad
chi - not bad
lit - not too bad
math - not bad although paper 1 was horrible
geog - totally bad
sci - not bad
hist - not bad(surprisingly)
SOVA - bad
Drawing and Painting - not bad

overall : not my best and may have a problem getting into the class i want:(

now that exam is crossed out from the top notch from my to-do-list, next comes running to build up stamina.i know i must do it but i just cant bring this bag of lazy bones to even wear the shoes.tried thinking how i would suffer when training starts but its not helping.now, i dont even give excuses for not running.im getting from bad to worse.

i think singapore is becoming more like erm...maybe USA in terms of social but USA is improving. on the news, people are signing petition remove the block of foreign workers hostel. and my mum has been going all over it for days..the hostel is about 5 blocks + a main road away from my house and she is like' next time you must be very careful.we dunno what they will do to you.if they ever come close, just scream.if they want your money and phone just give it to them.dun try to be smart.' told her that not all of them are bad, its just a few of them, which i guess got nabbed by the police already then she got angry that i dont care about myself and scolded me:(



great songs:p

taylor swift~love story pussycat doll~hush hush
frankie j~obssession usher~moving mountains
the script~the man who cant be moved demi lovato~get back
state of shock~money honey jennifer hudson~spotlight
britney spears~womanizer simple plan~save you
saving abel~addicted kevin ruldolph feat lil wayne~let it rock
leona lewis~footprints in the sand

must check out these:D

i wasted like a whole yesterday doing absolutely nothing!nothing!

i did math, then found out that i couldnt think anymore..

brain-fried

shoulder-aching

neck-broke

ears-sick of music

so i spent my whole yesterday watching television, messaging people, eating, stoning.

but that was a right choice if not you will all see me crazy on monday.

not sure why bout this examination is totally scary and stressful.i have never felt like this last time for all the others exam, even PSLE.

it just really invaded my life, even when im sleeping.

the night before the lit paper, i dreamt that i was doing the paper. i remembered the passage and when i woke up, i went to check the lit book but there is no such scene.then last night, i dreamt that AEP paper was right after math paper and they are tested on saturday(today).so i thought there would not be any exam so i didnt even check the list given by the school but apparently there is.then i woke up at 11am to find out that i am late for my math paper.than the 1st thought that came to my mind was 'good!i no need to take the math paper!' i was totally horrrified!how could such thinking came across my mind.so i rush to pack my bag and change, then stomachache.no choice waste time in the toilet and scaring myself that i haven even touch any of the math booklet and SOVA slides to revise and practice drawing.i am so screwed.AND finally i woke up.

all agree that i really need time to rest???

then i really had nothing to do yesterday i i did 20 push up, sit up and back up.they were ok.but then i did like 50 knee bends,and my thigh muscle aching now...

lit paper was ok..

but im here to blog about something else..
something that probably most people who saw is happy about...hehe
quoted from laura kwan ' Mrs tan's facial expression at that time was priceless.'~totally true:D
quoted from ping en ' Mrs tan don't like ***** **** ' to a certain extend true...
based on two events that hapened yesterday and today...i cant help containing the joy in me..but makes me think that im really bad...wtv.haha should really see the faces of those people present at that moment:D

never posted for like dunno how long already..
busy studying u know...but just feel that i have so little time and so much to learn before the paper...people around me are like saying that i look fried up..going to break down soon..so im here (instead of studying).

this week was my turn to write a quote in the board:
Patience and perserverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish ~ John Quincy adams

had english oral yesterday...it was bad..a debate.
the motion was 'media has the strongest influence on today's youth'
i am the opposition.tell me what am i suppose to say?imagine how bad was that..


dont remember what happened for those days that i didnt posted...maybe because there are just too much, too much of insignificant events..