You cant have everything,
At the same time, you cant give up one of them
What is left to do is give way.
I understand.

Yay!
Finally decide what im going to do for Fashion desing. Working on it now:)
Though only two school days had passed, really thank god its friday tommorow, but not forgetting we still have saturday.
I think almost everyone did well for their 2.4km run today. I almost died while rushing down for training cause mrs teh was going on and on and doesnt seem to stop. Triangle was fine cause it was Clarice who threw for me.

Surprisingly, when she said that the last one was not good enough and i had to redo, i was not at all angry. I even manage to crack a smile. I think its interesting sometimes to think in others point of view and you will understand how she is truly inside. She is a little childish:)

PSsss! Changed your surname already:DReally sorry about that!

There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love. ~ 1 John 4:18
Wonder when will i reach this state..?
Anyway, i just achieved the impossible:D
I am satisfied.

Woke up in the morning to the sounds of chinese drums and my mother shouting ''huat ah!''
Could never fall asleep after that-.-
Got ready and relatives start coming over to my house, cause my grandmother stays with me. She just came back from hospital and going back in a few days time. So stood around for a while, getting drinks for the guests. Then felt that i dont belong anywhere so went into the room to read memoirs of the geisha.

Feels like Chinese is quite a bore when everyone comes to your house in the morning and you have no where to go in the afternoon except stay at home and stare at the rectangular black screen.

Shoot...Still haven started on any of my tons of homework:(

After wasting all my energy worrying about triangle, i am satisfied with my performance today. Started training on the edge of breaking cause we just couldnt find the yellow set of bibs and was freaking out cause if coach wants to use it hehn we are all doom. until now still haven't figure out where it went. Our blue set of bibs went missing too. I think we have to buy a new set of bibs if we still cannot find them.

2.4 km run was alright thought still far from target, medicine ball circuit was normal but could have been done faster. Triangle drill was phew! Triangle drill was the core reason why i dreaded training so much as it is both tiring and stressful. But today, i felt that both Clarice and i did well. We had a few of those drills when we got over it after one try and some of those which needed a few tries and no more. We were encouraging in a way that words need not be said. I think we have worked well today Clarice:)

So after triangle drill, we did center pass defending cause coach said we were horrible at it. Did different combinations till the end of training while some of us take turns to help defend the juniors. the juniors were a bunch of funny people.

All in all, it is the people that make up IJ netball team that we couldnt bear to call an end to (this special relationship we have).

'' Lost and Insecure, You found Me, You found Me ''

I am goint to buy myself a digital camera soon so any one has any reconmendations to which brand or model should i get? I have not a single clue:)

''truth be told i miss you
truth be told i'm lying'' ~ Funny :D

The last time i blogged was the second last day of last year. Seem like a long time ago.
Didnt bother to blog cause im not if i could or in fact anyone can see exactly what i was typing cause what appeared on my computer screen was blank white.Also, even if its not faulty, there may ony be one post per week. Im stil getting use to the busy lifestyle of sec 3.

Everyday there is not one but at least two homework. Spent most of the time in school trying to chase after the teacher, especially chem. My carelessness is back so didnt do well for the first two math test. It feels like we have literature homework EVERYDAY. The only lessons that i am enjoying right now is SS/geog cause ms soh very funny, Chinese cause xu lao shi very enthusiatic and English lesson is very enjoyable except when mrs tutty us readin the alchemist to us, where i cant catch half of the things she was talking about.

Netball has been more stressful then ever. This was what i felt. Didnt remember any other time when i dread training as much as i did now. Probably not the physical training but the mental training. Feels like the determination is draining away as time passes and i cant seem to get it back. Dont understand why im still hanging on.

Council and House comm getting more and more interesting. Looking forward to all the events coming up:)
Had CNY celebration today. Was quite disapointed as i thought we could clinch 1st for for house deco and skit and class deco but got second for both in the end. But i think i am learning to control my emotions and learn to detach mself whenever i needed to. If i were still my old self, i would have teared on spot but of course make sure that no one notice.

Stuck to;
Poker Face Lady Gaga
Just dance Lady Gaga
Leave me alone(i'm lonely) Pink
I hate this part right here Pussycat doll

Leave me alone9i'm lonely)
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you

Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight

I HATE HOSPITALS.