this is for this week..
dun remem wat happen for the 1st few days, so must be normal..
on thur, in the morn, got scolded by ms champion in front of ALL the teachers..pissed off
somemore me n pet is lik cca comm + councillor...
its just a small misunderstandin then she blew up
she even need another to come n cool her off..
pet said tt she saw her slammin her book hard on the floor.
i didn really hear or saw anyting..
as this was kinda lik my 1st time in my whole life to be SCOLDED by a teacher(im a ver good girl in sch, never involve in any trouble), even worse in front of all the other teachers...how would all the teachers tink of us?
i was too stunned to react, so i just stood there, nt noticing who was there, wat was happenin..
its lik i blocked out the whole world.
then, on tt day, she is the teacher in charge.
so she brought us to nus for ur game.
in the bus, she told everyone bout it, but nt mentionin any names.
doesn't matter cus everybody noe already..
then we had a 'meetin'
involving pet, lisa, wendi n me.
pet n wendi wanted to go n tell ma champ, as in explain to her tt its all a misubderstandin
n she has gone too far, sayin tt we r makin ur decisions, nt respectin her n stuff.
but then, lucky lisa was there, to kinda support me t we shoulf just let the matter off.
cus lik in the 1st place, i got the wrong msg, causin all this to happen.
then i wanted to go tel ms champ tt it ws my fault,
but pet n wendi was lik NO.
they said netball is a team ting.we do EVERYTHING together.
tt wen i realise how bonded ur team is:D
so...
thx to lisa, pet n wendi:)
then before every game, we wil hav prayer.
the catholics said Our Father once,
n i tink it really work on me(im nt a catholic)
i forgave ms champ wen the said someting bout
'forgive people wu has sins against against us'
nt really thrash bishan park, the score was 40-0
we played without vanessa.
then everybody aggred tt we could hav gone over 60 somethin if she is here.

wen we reac sch, the track ppl was trainin...
wif hurdles!!!
i totally miss hurdles ...
never jump for so long long already...
then me n diandra wen over to the track coach n ask if we could try..
we were allowed n i was filled wif excitment!!!
i wen for it!!!
omg...
the feelin was just so fabulous...
totelly miss tt feelin,
the feel of u could actually FLY!!!
then the track coach saw it, n ask me if i wanted to join track...
OF COURSE i would!!!
but i tink he was just jokin..
but nvm, knowin tt i stil hav the sense of hurdlin makes me feel good!!!
SO HAPPY!!!
then me n diandra wen over to the track n we kinda hav a race.
then the coach was lik impressed!!!
he ask me to run again, with one of the sec 2 tracker...
but she started 2 step then stop.
duno y..
i didnt bother to turn back..
prob her shoe drop off or wat.
my timin was 7.43 for 50m...somthinf lik tt i ting.
sure tt its was 7s, but nt ver sure of the milliseconds..
SO HAPPY!!!!
now he is lik a bit more serious bout askin me to join track...
obviously i would...
but if i join track, would mean quitin netball, which wil cause lots of problems...
n no way im going to leave our team n let them face all the other challenges themselves in the future.NO WAY!
but i really wan to join track...
as diandra said, there is oni 1 life, live it
how i wish i could hav 2 clones...
then there wil be three of me.
1 wil be in charged of studies n council n aep
abother wil be netball
n the last 1 wil be o track...
hav confidents tt all of them wil do well..
but this is not really possible...
so im kinda of satiafied if i am allowed to do sprintin n hurdle once on a while:)
best is i would go 4 races...
cus its just so thrillin..
ur eyes focus on the fininshin line,
yet u able to feel the other competitors..
hope tt i can take part n this yr's sports day...
all this reminds me of 1 particular race...
one tt im suppoes to win, but i didn..
i stole a glance at my utmost competitor, melissa.
she saw tt n wossh, she won the race win just a few milliseconds...
really HATE tt silver trophy, almost threw it away but keot it to remind mself to hav confidence in myself n never ever gg to let anyone down.
tt yr, i was the house captain, so all the blue houe ppl n teachers was 'pinnin' their hopes on me..hopin tt tt would gain enough point for us to win the champion title.
othernteachers also gave up th hope..
guess this is an lesson i hav to learn..
but it is this incident tt made me work hard n fight 4 all the things i hav now..
(sound so serious n fierce:D )