i wasted like a whole yesterday doing absolutely nothing!nothing!

i did math, then found out that i couldnt think anymore..

brain-fried

shoulder-aching

neck-broke

ears-sick of music

so i spent my whole yesterday watching television, messaging people, eating, stoning.

but that was a right choice if not you will all see me crazy on monday.

not sure why bout this examination is totally scary and stressful.i have never felt like this last time for all the others exam, even PSLE.

it just really invaded my life, even when im sleeping.

the night before the lit paper, i dreamt that i was doing the paper. i remembered the passage and when i woke up, i went to check the lit book but there is no such scene.then last night, i dreamt that AEP paper was right after math paper and they are tested on saturday(today).so i thought there would not be any exam so i didnt even check the list given by the school but apparently there is.then i woke up at 11am to find out that i am late for my math paper.than the 1st thought that came to my mind was 'good!i no need to take the math paper!' i was totally horrrified!how could such thinking came across my mind.so i rush to pack my bag and change, then stomachache.no choice waste time in the toilet and scaring myself that i haven even touch any of the math booklet and SOVA slides to revise and practice drawing.i am so screwed.AND finally i woke up.

all agree that i really need time to rest???

then i really had nothing to do yesterday i i did 20 push up, sit up and back up.they were ok.but then i did like 50 knee bends,and my thigh muscle aching now...